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Self Image In Siddhartha

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As Matthew Donnelly once said, “There are two versions of Self Image. Inner and Outer. Get in touch with the inner self image and dispose of any concept of the outer world. Feel the energy that comes from this image and start being true from source of this energy. The source of god.” At the same time; Siddhartha, who is the protagonist in Hermann Hesse’s novel Siddhartha; is on a spiritual mission to achieve the lofty goal of Nirvana. Born at the top of the social hierarchy, Siddhartha will travel down into the lowest class to accomplish his aspiration. Several factors either become a hindrance or an ally to Siddhartha’s success. The usage of external guidance soon becomes a cessation to the life-long quest to Nirvana, whereas the habitude …show more content…

Siddhartha planned to overwhelm his senses, in which he plans to indulge in everything. Soon, Siddhartha becomes rich; yet “at times he heard within him a soft, gentle voice, which reminded him quietly, complained quietly, so that he could hardly hear it” (Hesse, 57). Despite vowing to listen to his inner voice (a synonym for an inner guide), he finds himself ignoring it, and drifting back into the pain and suffering in which he wanted to escape. He had begun to believe that the inner voice was dead, and that he was the cause of it. After Siddhartha decided to listen to his inner voice, Siddhartha felt so distressed, he realized “…that the game was finished, that he could play it no longer” (Hesse, 68). The result of Siddhartha’s obliquity concerning the inner voice was the feelings of utter despair, so powerful that he even considered committing suicide. He knew that the rich lifestyle and external teacher was not compatible with him, and had left his home to wander the forests again. Though Kamaswami taught Siddhartha many new skills, he was a failure at teaching Siddhartha how to achieve Nirvana. Thus, Kamaswami became the equivalent of an impediment to the goal in the eyes of

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