Suicide, it's looked at as a joke, the coward's way out, and even as a false attempt for attention. See it as you want, but I saw it as a way to leave everything behind and to never have to look back. The one choice I wouldn't live to regret. So in August of 2014, I made the attempt to flee from my problems, past, and suffering. The plan was simple, overdose and never wake up. It wasn't that easy for me though. When I was in the middle of my actions, my mother walked in. Her reaction was exactly how anyone would assume it would be: she broke down, screaming, crying, and spreading the news to everybody in the family. Shortly after, she called my sister over and they had an intervention I wasn't supposed to hear, but I heard it all while lying in my bedroom covered up with my pale gray cover, its color reminding me of my mood. How did they expect me to not hear their bickering when they only noises in the house were my silent sobs, their stern voices, and the crickets outside of my window?
When my mother had said I needed help, I assumed that I would attend therapy. Boy, was I wrong. My mother had left the room and I heard her muffled voice in a rush, cracking just like my will to hold on any longer. Everything felt like it was collapsing, mainly when after what I assumed was a phone call, my mother cracked my door open, sighing. I didn’t want to see her, let alone hear whatever bullshit she had to say. “You need to pack your bags. A week’s worth. I’m
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Durkheim argues that the suicide rate is a social factor that can be interpreted as an indicator for social solidarity within a society (http://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/BF01114474).
The experiment that was conducted was assess whether ethnicity is associated with suicide attempts across particular groups. A cross-sectional study was used to obtain the information on suicide attempt and suicidal completion. Interview was conducted to all participants to collect ethnicity and the structured interview for DSM-IV was used for the diagnosis of our patient. Patients were categorized in two groups: attempters if they attempt at least once during their life and non-attempters if they never attempt suicide during their life. At least ten different cohorts such as age, gender, diagnosis, duration of illness and a history of alcohol or substance abuse were used. Also the patients were separated by bipolar and schizophrenia disorders.
I sat there in my room with tears flowing down my blush pink cheeks. Wondering what was wrong with me, as a salty tear ran along my dried out chapped lips. I thought to myself,” Why am I so miserable? What did I do to deserve this? How am I going to escape this life?” I started to ponder that this was the end of my life, this is how I was going to be, sorrowful. At the lowest point of my life, mother came barging through the door with the look of cavernous concern on her face. She knew that it was time for something to be done, whether I agreed or not.
Suicide is a death caused by self- directed injurious behavior with an intent to die as a
The article “Girls Suicide Points to Rise in Apps Used by Cyberbullies” by Lizette Alvarez explains that different online and phone applications such as Kik Messages, Voxer, and ask.fm have been used as a source for cyberbullying, and this intense cyberbullying has caused people to cut themselves, loose their self esteem, and sometimes commit suicide. This one article talks specifically about Rebecca Norman, a twelve year old who committed suicide. Many things were done to help prevent it including changing her cell phone number, pulling her out of school, hospitalizing her, and getting her counseling. It was all working, and she was starting to feel normal until she downloaded Kik Messages, Voxer , and ask.fm. That’s when the bullying started
The overview of suicide through the lifespan. Suicide is the second leading cause of death in Canada (Suicide Facts at a Glance, n.d.). In cases of suicide among the elderly, there are many social, psychological, and emotional pressures at play. Two of the most frequent causes of death among the elderly are a sense of social isolation and the loss of independence that comes with aging, often in the form of chronic illness or mental incapacitation. The paper is to investigate the research available on the occurrence of suicide amongst adolescents, adults, and the elderly. The causal factors behind suicides in these three age groups will be examined.
The topic I chose to elaborate on as a criminal act in some countries but considered deviant or conventional in others is the issue of suicide from the basis of attempt and assisted. While suicide is a very enigmatic and incomprehensible subject for many, it becomes the area of focus on how criminal it becomes to take one’s life or aid in the process. How in control is someone of their life that it becomes a tolerable decision and even supportive in some instances by medical professions. Is it possible for someone to decide the fate of another and encourage the process, and what undertakings encourage this decision so much so that it is an allowable practice in some cultures? I find this topic extremely intriguing because most countries have a diverse opinion on suicide, assisted suicide and how each considers these actions immoral, criminal or justifiable. Two radically different perceptions of suicide to a nation I would like to focus on would be North Korea and Switzerland. North Korea holds an average of suicide rates considerably lower than to most other countries. This motivation is because of the substantial burden suicide puts on the surviving families in that the government can purge or ostracize relatives due to the strict and unforgiving nature of their social pressures. Many are reluctant to cause that sort of strain and weightiness on suffering families that suicide is rarely an option for this country inhabits. Switzerland is a region that allows those
After days of solitude, I realized I could stay locked up forever. Day to day I lived as though I was okay, I stayed strong for my friends and family. Even though I was dying inside. Not only from the guilt I felt, but also for all the pain I had in losing my mom. I felt I wasn’t allowed to show people that I was miserable, since I caused the accident. It was my fault she was gone. Even if everyone around me insisted that it wasn’t my fault and there is nothing I could have done. I let the grief consume me.
For some teens, striving for perfection has led to harming their own health and wellbeing such as living with depression and suicide. Teenagers today are relying on what they see in ads, T.V., magazines and on the internet for their input on appearances, the way they think not only comes from media sources, but from family and friends.
Adults usually tell young people that, “the teenage years are the best years of your life.” But ironically, life for many young people is a heart breaking battle full of mixed messages and contradictory demands from parents, teachers, coaches, employers, friends and oneself. Growing up involves finding the link between independence and reliance on others and this can be really confusing. It can lead to stress, which may eventually lead to serious depression for young people ill-equipped to cope, communicate and solve problems.
“You were an angel in the shape of my mum / When I fell down you'd be there holding me up / Spread your wings as you go / And when God takes you back we'll say Hallelujah / You're home” (Sheeran, 2017).
While awareness of suicide and its rippling effect on the community is increasing, much of the research into the psychological impact of those exposed to death by suicide has been focused on adults.
One evening going to Santa Rosa Junior College college for class I see up ahead theres two white vans with (I don 't remember exactly what it said but I 'm going to say) “youth suicide prevention” written on the side, sitting in the main quad of the campus blocking my main walk path. I had to walk around the whole set up but while doing so I notice hundreds of backpacks all over the place, sitting on benches, hanging from tees, covering all 1500 square feet of grass, as if it was mandatory to stay on the red brick sidewalk and not cut through the grass. I didn 't think the backpack were connected with the suicide vans
Suicide has been an issue that has been in the world for generations and sadly, more to