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Essay On Anxiety

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Anxiety and a Family The ringing of my alarm clock goes off at 7:00 a.m. on a weekday morning. I get up to go wake my sister up like every morning since she does not set an alarm. When I go into her room, the bed is empty and she is not there. I walk through the living room to my parent’s bedroom and hear muffled voices. My sister and mom are in the bathroom with my sister crying saying, “I don’t feel good” and “I need to stay home from school.” This was how most of the mornings went during our ninth-grade year. I wake up and go to my sister’s room to get her up so we can get ready for school. Most mornings she is not in there, but either crying to my mom in person or over the phone if my mom is working. It would always be the same reason from my sister, “I can’t go to school because I don’t feel good.” My mom let her stay home for a few days, believing that she really did not feel good, but after days of my sister saying, “I need to stay home one more day and then I’ll go to school,” my mom started to believe that there was a bigger issue than not feeling good. My mom did not know what to do or what was causing the problem. She asked me, “is something going on at school that is making Payton not want to go?” My answer was always the truth, that nothing was happening at school. Payton and I are really close and usually tell each other when something is wrong, but she does not tell me anything about what she is thinking or feeling. My mom tried to talk to her about what was causing the issue of not wanting to go to school for days in a row, but her questions would be meant with, “nothing is going on” and “there isn’t a problem.” The mornings are filled with constant yelling and arguing because my mom does not know what is going on and she could not figure out a way to help Payton. On the mornings that involved a lot of yelling and fighting, there would be times where the crying made my sister get herself worked up to the point of throwing up. It was not just my sister crying, but it was also my mom because she would get frustrated that Payton would not be able to tell her what was wrong, that it made her upset and all she could do was cry and give in to Payton staying home. I would also become upset, often

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