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Elder Shouse Analysis

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Crossroads The tires squeal as Elder Shouse slams on the brakes and jerks the car into a gravel lot just outside one of the local Aberdeen trailer parks. He gets out of the car and walks far enough away that I can’t make out what he is yelling from where I am sitting inside the car. I uncomfortably sit in the car, not knowing what else to do. After a few minutes, he stomps back to the car, opens my door and says, “We’re going back to the apartment and you’re going to call president Christiansen and tell him you’re going home, or I will.” Tension had been building between Elder Shouse and me for a while now so I wasn’t unfamiliar with confrontations between us, but this ultimatum was something entirely different. When I first showed up in Aberdeen …show more content…

It felt like such a waste of time going door to door knocking on people’s doors when they didn’t want to talk to us. I tried to avoid it as much as I could in my previous areas by doing work with members and trying to do service or whatever else I could find. But it seemed that going out to the far reaches of our area and tracting all day was all Elder Shouse ever wanted to do. I was getting sick of it and the idea of calling it quits became more and more prevalent in my mind. After knocking all the doors in a particularly unsuccessful apartment building I confronted him as he was walking across the street to start knocking on the next apartment building. I told him this was dumb and we are just wasting our time. Elder Shouse whipped around and started to unload on me all the reasons why he was tired of hearing my complaints. He was tired of me questioning his every decision and then not having any good alternative decisions, or that I wasn’t willing to put in any real effort into finding new people to teach. As he listed off more reasons he began to get louder and louder until he was shouting. Most of the things Elder Shouse said were fairly accurate, but I wasn’t about to admit that to him! Gradually the confrontation became more heated until we were both yelling at each other in the middle of the street, not caring about if anyone might see or hear us because we were so frustrated with each other. Numerous spats occurred in …show more content…

The accumulation of our hostility eventually came to fruition as we debated how we would be able to make it to a lesson with an investigator later in the week, seeing as we were very short on miles left that we could drive our car. Irritation started to creep into my mind as our conversation steered more towards the conclusion of us having to just walk to four miles to our appointment. I was agitated by this not because I felt that the distance was too far, or too difficult. But because I felt that it could have been mitigated if we hadn’t wasted all of our miles on driving out to the edges of our area to knock doors. Leaving us with not enough miles to go to our appointments. After a brief silence in our conversation I made a comment about how we wouldn’t be in this situation if we didn’t already waste all of our miles. The tires squeal, we slide into a gravel lot outside a trailer park. Elder Shouse gets out of the car and starts yelling as he walks away. The passenger door swings open and Elder Shouse looms over me. His face was red and the vein on his forehead was bulging, as it usually did when Elder Shouse was extremely angry. Through gritted teeth, he hissed, ““We’re going back to the apartment and you’re going to call president Christiansen and tell him you’re going home, or I will. I am done with being your

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