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Leonard High School: A Short Story

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I feel as if happiness is a joke and no one ever let me in on the punchline. I see others enjoying it and having a grand old time, but I just don’t quite get it. There are times when I think I have figured it out, but it will slip from my grip and I’m left miserable, once again finding that I was wrong about it all along. It’s a vicious cycle of never-ending despair. That’s just my life for you. These are the thoughts that flood my mind as I walk through the dismal hallway of Leonard High School. All of my grades and friendships have gone to complete shit over the course of the past year, so being alone with my thoughts is not a new occurrence. I don’t possess the most joyous brain, so my free time consists of a lot of gruesome ideas and images. Before sauntering into first period, I consider skipping. I’m already failing, so one missed class wouldn’t result in the end of the world, …show more content…

I let my hair droop over my face as I walked towards the back of the room. Tears stung at the back of my eyes, and I was determined to hide that from anyone observing me. This was a mistake. My foot caught on the strap of a bookbag on the floor. My knees gave out and I tried to brace myself for colliding with the floor. My binders, textbooks, and papers were all flung out of my arms and scattered across the classroom. I curled up in a ball and buried my face into my knees as I felt it turning bright red. The whole class must have been looking at me. I could imagine 30 pairs of eyes staring into my soul and seeing all of the atrocities it held. No one had to tell them how pathetic I was; the sight of me attempting to hide my limbs in my hoodie was quite enough. “Hey, Johnson,” someone shouted. “Stop being such a clutz and pull yourself together!” A river of tears streamed from my eyes and I started hyperventilating. I should have just

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