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Living In Anxiety

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Living in Fear Imagine suddenly being in a dark room with no doors, vents, or openings. Oxygen slowly dwindling away as it gets harder to breathe and you begin to get light-headed. It’s only in your mind, though. Similar to that of someone who suffers from anxiety. Anxiety is invisible to others, but to the person affected there is a constantly struggle and worry that we might suddenly transport in to this oxygen-less room. Anxiety differs from person to person, but for me it was a spontaneous and seemingly random attack. I knew nothing was physically wrong, but that didn’t stop my throat from feeling like it was constricting, which in turn caused me to panic more and sometimes hyperventilate. I suffered from this “imaginary” health issue …show more content…

Nothing is more terrifying than being behind a wheel of a two-ton vehicle and being struck with light-headedness and shortness of breath. The attacks were becoming more frequent, too, basically crippling me due to fear of being out when it happened. Any normal person would think after twenty or more doctor’s visits that I would be close to some kind of solution; alas, the results turned up with nothing. I could remind myself that I was physically healthy a million times, but something in my brain just wasn’t connecting properly. The National Institute of Mental health explains, “Several parts of the brain are key actors in the production of fear and anxiety... scientists have discovered that the amygdala and the hippocampus play significant roles in most anxiety disorders." (Kaplan) Thusly, my doctor figured one course of action would be to take medication to combat my issue. Unfortunately, this opened up a door to an even darker room that I could not escape for …show more content…

Being a rebellious teen, I preferred to opt out of taking the medication although my parents considered it to be what was best. The sporadic intake of the medication ironically created more anxiety. The National Institute of Mental Health states in a different journal on anxiety, “They [meds] exert a calming effect by boosting the action of a neurotransmitter called gamma-aminobutyric acid (GABA) in the same way as opioids (heroin) and cannabinoids (cannabis) do. This in turn activates the gratification hormone, dopamine, in your brain.”(Manjula) Since the identical brain "reward pathways" are used by both types of drugs, they can be equally addictive and also may cause side effects like memory loss, impaired thinking, dizziness, and even more anxiety. The drugs were essentially turning me into a person that wasn’t me; another reason for my hesitance in taking

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