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What I 've Never Truly Myself

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Upon writing this essay, I’ve never truly considered myself spiritual. So I did what every college student does and called out to the massive data base god named Google. There I proceeded to type my fingers into the keyboard and the click on the first thing that popped up about spirituality. A simple definition had appeared on my screen that read: “In general, it includes a sense of connection to something bigger than ourselves, and it typically involves a search for meaning in life. As such, it is a universal human experience—something that touches us all. - University of Minnesota.”
In an instant, I brought my memories floating back to October 20th, 2012. It was a Saturday, and my father’s birthday. On most years, we’d drive out to our beach house in Sea Isle City, as the family would then go spend the day fishing with dad. However this year was different.
I found myself in a hospital bed with cancer. At that point, I had undergone chemo for a solid three months and was going on my fourth month. I couldn’t go out and get my Dad a present, so I had my mom and grandmother aid me into getting a present for him. It was a silver ring, it had black embroidery and my sister and I’s birthdates inscribed. So that way, we would be with him always, even if we weren’t together. I was really excited to give it to him for I hadn’t seen him or sister in over three weeks.
I had awoken that morning at ten and realized that my teeth were starting to shift, so wishing I wouldn’t have to

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