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Cultural Identity

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Introversion My high school experience was marked by distinct changes and the ultimate formation of my cultural and social identity. Growing up in Washington D.C., I attended Gonzaga College High School, an all-boys Catholic high school that had a major impact on the things I value and the beliefs I hold. I entered high school with unbounded optimism: I had worked hard to get in and I was determined to make the most of my four years. Back then, “making the most” of high school was centered around who I was from a social standpoint. My only previous perception of high school had been the dramatized blur of wild house parties that I had seen on TV, but I quickly found myself taking a different path.
I rarely deviated from my daily post-school routine: homework, spending a couple hours playing Xbox, and tucking into bed at 9:30 to ensure a good night's sleep, yet I didn't find myself yearning for the wild party lifestyle I had previously dreamt of. It was only through social media that I would find myself second-guessing the way I was progressing. A seemingly endless stream of pictures showcased my peers hanging out and going to parties on the weekends, while I kept a sacred ritual of sleeping in and watching House Hunters until the early hours of the morning. A sickening sense of self-doubt would permeate throughout my mind until it was all I could think about. Why wasn’t I going out every Saturday? Shouldn’t I be at these parties? Was I wasting my high school experience?

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