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My Experience : My Personal Experience In The Middle School

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The fear of judgement and shame was greater than the earthquake that shook San Francisco in 1906. Laughter and questioning was what they heard but all I could hear, were memories of trains flashing by my house and the mutters of drunk and drugged homeless men pacing up and down the streets. At 11 years old, all I wanted was to live in a safe welcoming neighborhood with trees shading the street, letting light flow through the branches at dusk. All I wondered was why my parents chose to live where we did. I was able to avoid having friends over throughout Elementary, but them coming over during middle school was inevitable. The embarrassment I had about where I lived had consumed much of my childhood, but I learned how to be open about who I was and how one aspect of your life does not determine who you are. Middle school definitely was not a highlight of my life. That awkward age where everyone struggles to fit in, feel comfortable with themselves and “discover” who they want to be. The worst part of middle school, was knowing that even if I put the strength it would take to climb Mt. Everest into school, puberty would always block that perfect path. During 7th grade, all my friends were consumed in meaningless drama about a pale, dull, lifeless boy who cared about nothing but football. The school fell under plague of this boy and I was left caring less about everyone than ever before. This remained the topic of conversation for some time, popping up at every sleepover

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